Rexroth’s The American Century�

I’m much fonder than I thought I’d be of Kenneth Rexroth’s poetry, despite, or perhaps because of, Mike’s urgings that I read him. I must have bought his Collected Poems in 1966, since the price at the University Bookstore was $5.25. I’m not sure why I didn’t read the poetry then, but I was in the Army and before long was in Vietnam, without any poetry books. Perhaps I was put off by the early poems, poems I’m still not particularly fond of. Perhaps I just wasn’t ready for the Chinese-influenced later poems.

No matter the reason, I’m quite fond of his later poems now. I like far too many of them to include here, but this one:

THE AMERICAN CENTURY

Blackbirds whistle over the young
Willow leaves, pale celadon green,
In the cleft of the emerald hills.
My daughter is twenty-one months old.
Already she knows the names of
Many birds and flowers and all
The animals of the barnyard and zoo.
She paddles in the stream, chasing
Tiny bright green frogs. She wants
To catch them and kiss them. Now she
Runs to me with a tuft of rose
Gray owl’s clover. “What’s that? Oh! What’s that?�
She hoots like an owl and caresses
The flower when I tell her its name.
Overhead in the deep sky
Of May Day jet bombers cut long
White slashes of smoke. The blackbird
Sings and the baby laughs, midway
In the century of horror.

is fairly representative of the poems I like best, concrete poems that quickly capture a particular moment, and, in turn, reveal Rexroth’s world view, a view that I largely identify with, though it’s certainly a socialist view has gone out of style.

This particular poem reminds me that though my personal, direct experience of the world has been largely joyous, the violence and greed that surrounds us has always haunted me.

How can one live fully without being shattered by the realization that most people in the world do not share that joy? How can one look at that other world without worrying about our own complicity in exploiting others?

Some of Rexroth’s translations of Chinese poems, particularly this one by Tsung Ping, also rank high on my list of favorites:

When I am old and infirm
I fear I shall no longer
Be able to roam among
The beautiful mountains.
Clarifying my mind,
I shall meditate on mountain
Trails which wander in vision.

I can’t quite imagine not being able to hike the mountains, but I’ve already had to curtail my backpacks because I don’t have the endurance I once had. When you love something as much as I do the mountains, you have to wonder how you will be able to do without them when you get older.

Busy Day

It was a rather hectic day today as I had a doctor’s appointment in Portland with my throat doctor at OHSU.

I consider it much too far to drive not to see old friends while I’m there. I spent the morning walking the Ridgefield Wildlife Refuge with an old hiking buddy but had to turn back early in order to get to my doctor’s appointment on time. The highlight of the day was when Bill sighted these trumpeter swans in the distance:

Things went well at the doctors, and since this is the fifth anniversary of my cancer surgery, he pronounced me “cured.”

I returned to Vancouver for coffee and cookies with Klaras and Gary only to learn that a good friend from teaching has extensive lung cancer, particularly sad news in light of my own recent struggles.

That conversation was cut short, too, since I had to be back in Tacoma at 7 p.m. for my Tai Chi class, a class I can ill afford to miss considering how far I am behind after missing earlier classes to babysit grandkids.

Mourningcloak Butterfly

I was surprised when this Mourningcloak butterfly flittered through the woods Monday morning considering how cold it’s been.

Looking at the bare trees, I wondered where the caterpillar could have found enough food to survive. Turns out it didn’t; the Mourningcloak overwinters and emerges when temperatures rise.

I felt lucky just to identify this butterfly after a few minutes of searching on the web, but once I’d actually identified it I was able to locate even more facts and details about it.

I’m amazed how the internet enables us to learn things we would never have been able to learn in the past because of the excessive time required to look things up in a library.

Time I can spend, instead, outside enjoying those things I really want to know more about.

Just Out of Reach

It was a beautiful day today here in the Great Pacific Northwest, a hint summer isn’t that far away. I had a great walk around the Nisqually Wildlife Refuge, spending the day with a fellow birder who happened to be a complete stranger.

Unfortunately, it wasn’t a great day for photographs. In fact, almost everything I wanted to shoot seemed temptingly out of reach. While it was nice to know that my favorite bird, the Belted Kingfisher, had returned, it would have been nicer if I had been able to get closer than this to get a decent photo.

I nearly got a great picture of this Northern Harrier as it swooped over my head, but ended up only being able to get this picture of it looking back at us to see if it had made an impression by buzzing us, it had.

The greatest non-shot of the day, though was the one of this fabled Snowy Owl, my first sighting of it. Of course, it was so far away I would have needed a $10,000 lens in order to get a decent picture of it, but, take my word for it, that white blob there on the log is, indeed, a Snowy Owl.

It was a rush to see the Snowy Owl at all, no matter how distant.

And, strangely, it’s comforting to know many things in my life still lie just out of reach.